i love you...u love me...

we're one happy family
with a big big hug and a kiss from me to you
won't you say u love me too...

that song...is sick.
and gay...(HAH! I LIKE THE WORD GAY! DUN CARE HOW I USE IT!! IT'S GAY GAY GAY!!)

i still prefer bananas in pyjamas...but then it seems no one does. how come barney comes to town but the bananas are left behind?!!

anyway, i was in 1U shopping with bajafei and i came across this Barney poster at the entrance. i took out my phone wanting to take a picture of it...and then...LO AND BEHOLD!!! THEY WERE ON STAGE!!! SHAKING THEIR ASSES!!!



i wanted to get up on stage. but it seems oni kids, height of my knee can go...sigh...at least i saw barney smiling at me. i hope he knows i'm looking forwards to B1 and B2's visit. :D

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30/6/2006---2++pm, SS2, 7/11---> SAW ADAM CARRUTHERS BUYING SLURPEE, MALAY MAIL AND DUNHILL LIGHTS. i...said nothing. stoned. damn.

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i...still...detest...

period.

life with no line...

IS HELL!!!

i sit in front of the computer every nite...hoping for a miracle to happen...

of course it won't la...cos the line is cut off and it's gonna be reinstalled at the new condo.


my precious computer without connection is like leong pei xzan without food.
DAMN KAO PATHETIC WEI!!!

She's BACK! She's BACK!!!

LINDA'S BACK!!
PRETTY LINDA'S BACK!!!
MONKEY LINDA'S BACK!!!!

i have to welcome her...cos...

i won't be spending much time with her with my classes running so wildly and she, disabled, without a car.

WELCOME BACK BABY!!!

--love her so much...comes back with barrels and barrels of souvenirs every few months. :D
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blady hell. classes on saturday. gggrrrr.......................

my china posts are still...tergendala...:P

The Family *updated*

daddy's side...malas wanna name all. but this was from mommy's bday celebration at janbo, cheras.


mommy's side!! from 'the cousin's' wedding...my grandma in the middle. damn cute!! ;P

Happy Father's Day

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

to my dearest daddy: u must like the present.

:)

(x stitch 80% nat-made)

how sweet can it be...

after lunch with nat at finnegan's (FANTASTIC!!), i walked myself around mv to get sumthing...secret. can't b revealed now. i realized my mom has been reading my blog and if i disclose it here, THEN THERE WON'T BE A SURPRISE ANYMORE!! whhahaha...tat will make her jump!

then i was so glad to be home cos it has been raining and my little cutie kancil can't really roll in the rain...

saw daddy coming out and damn happily i said...'HALLO!!'...

daddy: u put on weight...haven't beene excersicing leh...

AWWW!! HOW SWEET CAN HE BE?!!

it's as though i dunno that i've put on weight. SEE LA!! gip me one month!! everyone will ask me to put on weight tat time! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u can't get me u know

i've had low times...

so low it's painful thinking how bad things have become.

how it has evolved...unfortunately, not for the better.

but it has forewarned me once again since secondary high that things are just not as simple as i wish to be. no one in this freaking world besides those whom u grew up with can provide you with proper security and trust.

i might have problems myself. no...not might, i have. but i definitely tried striving hard enuff to adapt to the situation however the way i should in order to lessen the damage. have you?

i'm proud to mention i still have people around me that supports me and most importantly, know what i've been through. cos part of them struggled along. do you have?

and it blessed us sumthing.

it made us grow.

THANK YOU!!

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applause to what i've written up there. YAY! like i've said many times before, my posts kenot be too cheesy. it's not cheesy but erm...it's serious. and it doesn't suit the theme of my pretty blog. TEEHEE!

but then after speaking to linda, i had this urge to write. and so i did. i mite not be a good writer, sometimes swearing here and there and errors there and here when i dun read back...but i'm glad i can express what i want. who cares if anyone understands. as long as i do. HAH!

**i shall really update on the last 2 days of my China Trip. HEH!

quek quek!

woke up kinda early. was supposed to do sumthing but needn't do in the end.

had breakfast with the parents...hadn't done it for such a long time it was so so so so nice doing it. i shall wake up earlier on sundays. heh!

while having breakfast, daddy started bringing out stories of how good i was in math back then when i was still a kid.

The Orange Story

once upon a time, the father used to cut an orange for the sister and the baby after lunch. the sister would get 1/2...the baby would get a quarter and the rest will b taken by himself. but the quarter was sliced into 8 small pieces(which is like...damn damn small) cos the baby mite just choke like a cow if a bigger piece was given.

as the baby grew older, the father tot she should get the other 1/2 as well. and since she was able to chew better now, he sliced the 1/2 of the orange into 6 pieces instead of 8(of a quarter mind you) the father placed the plate in front of the baby and there goes...

"DADDY!! WHY ONI 6 PIECES?!!!"

and the father, knowing the baby would grow up to be a math genius, sliced each piece of the 6 into 1/2, making it 12 pieces patiently...no questions asked.

moral of the story: size doesn't matter.

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i get more and more stories of how silly i was when i was younger. mayb if the stories were not about me, i would find it hillarious.

'mommy...look at the cowSES'.

i had plural in my phrases. how proud my parents were of me. :)

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later part of the morning...(so proud it's morning. usually it's evening when i wake up)

switched on the tv and watched d3: the mighty ducks.

still the best movie.

the duck trilogies have entertained me well throughout my school life.

i can still remember part of the script...mainly by josua jackson and emilio estevez cos i found them so charming on the ice.

and when EE said...'remember when u touch the ice, it was Hans who taught us how to fly'...high giler babi.

damn damn touching can pengsan dot com.

please go watch. it's by disney. so can guarantee it's worth watching. can't catch it on tv call me. i have all the 3 vcds. original version. no charges. thank you. :)

China Again...Makes Me Happy

the post before spoilt the whole mood. so i updated this one FAST!

Location: Imperial Palace

There are actually 4 other cities below the existing city now. as dynasties passed, floods covered the city and through research, the intelligent ppl rebuilt the entire palace at the exact spot. just a layer above each time.


the way in is damn damn long...and there were 2 lakes each side. on the left was the Yeung Family Lake and on the right, Justice Bao Lake.


from the peak. the lakes...


the performance in the palace. but i couldn't really understand. heh!

Location: Justice Bao's Home

Actually, Justice Bao's face like Lord Kwan isn't black. it's just that the color of steel is black. and in chinese, Justice Bao is 'teet min mou si' which literally means damn kao fair/honourable. WAHAHA! so he's potrayed BLACK.


Justice Bao. he's about my height and non of the officials liked him because he was favoured by the king. everyone tried to overshadow him and remove him from the sight of the emperor. but being a CHINESE emperor, hehe, he made a long 'cap' for Justice Bao. whoever touches the edges of the 'cap' would be beheaded. and from then on, Justice Bao was frontline everytime a royal meeting was called.

Location: Museum

Mostest boring place on earth. *pengsan case*...but then chinese instruments performance was good.


The main entrance...dunno what it stands for...


After 2 hours of walking aimlessly looking at...historical artifacts, this was so damn damn good. instruments from all the different dynasties!



Location: Yellow River

Daddy...was damn happy. he even took a bottle of the riverwater home. but it was all worth it. the river was...mind-blowing.


The air-bus we took. can travel on both land and water. geng!


i look like an idiot. cos i was so freaked out when the horse started walking...and the guide was looking at the camera!!!!! imagine if it ran into the river...*pengsan case*


the widest area is the length of 'kajang to kl'...can't remember how many km...HEHE

**not much left...will do it in another post though...:)

imagine

u only have less than 36 hours in a week spent at home.

even worst when u come home and try to relax but still bound by endless aggravations that ends up making u weary.

but u can't sleep early. consumes too much time. sleep comes best when u have nothing to look forward for...when u do not know how to pass ur time.

but of course it's different when u sleep at your own sweet home.

BUT THEN now u can't enjoy it as much cos time passes so quickly and when the day passes, u'd have to face the commotion all over again.

i'm glad i have weekends to look forward to...so that i can get my freaking ass back home...away from all weight.

but some whom i know of can't. pity them...tsk tsk tsk

i fucking hate being away from home.

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i love blogging.

and i shall continue with the China Posts. :)

imagine

u only have less than 36 hours in a week spent at home.

even worst when u come home and try to relax but still bound by endless aggravations that ends up making u weary.

but u can't sleep early. consumes too much time. sleep comes best when u have nothing to look forward for...when u do not know how to pass ur time.

but of course it's different when u sleep at your own sweet home.

BUT THEN now u can't enjoy it as much cos time passes so quickly and when the day passes, u'd have to face the commotion all over again.

i'm glad i have weekends to look forward to...so that i can get my freaking ass back home...away from all weight.

but some whom i know of can't. pity them...tsk tsk tsk

i fucking hate being away from home.

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i love blogging.

and i shall continue with the China Posts. :)

Favourite Day

this is no doubt one of my mostest favourite days in china.
we needn't get up that early. morning call was 7 i guess. i had tau foo fah for breakfast!! the steaming hot, smooth, bouncing beancurd was like heaven when i saw it on the buffet table. :)
the journey was quite long wan so i had a really good sleep on the bus. and our destination was Shaolin Temple. PERFECT!! (althou i was stuck in the bus alone without the engine and a/c on...cos i was asleep while everyone went to the base of the temple to ease themselves. and no1 actually expected the bus driver to lock the bus door. AHHHH!!)

Location: Shaolin Temple

The base of the martial arts compound. it's a city itself in fact. it's so so big u can never reach one end from the other walking...for me lah of course. it seems the monks used to collect water from the base of the temple and run up to the mountains called 'sung saan' to practice kungfu. no wonder ancient people could fly...TEEHEE!!


monks that passed away were cremated and when they reach a superior level after many many years of practise, they leave bhind sumthing called 'seh lei ji'. and the 'seh li jis' are kept bhind those bricked walls.


OOO!! syok giler babi looking at this people fly everywhere. this kid...is merely 7 years old.


The finale. fantastic performance. *claps till hands soar*


i went frantic when we were allowed to take pictures with them. they were...so serious. and the kids in front, had to stand like that for 20 minutes, just to allow us idiots to snap a photo with them. entertaining us...damn layan.

**Not oni the place was good. the food was equally good. thou vegetarian, it tasted damn damn good. and u can add on watever u wan. no limitations. fuh!

Location: Tit Tap (Metal Pagoda...Hehe)

i love this pic...because i snapped it.
the pagoda is supposed to be senget. cos wind from the Yellow River blows strongly every year and as time goes by, the pagoda is pushed and pressured, making it lean to it's right. and the best thing is, it's not even made of metal.


it's sumthing like wood. ancient people improvised. they mixed honey(mug nga tong) and wood and stuck pieces together and built a pagoda, 13 stories tall. 3 stories burried. and it lasted hundreds of years. so brilliant.


dinner.