Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Jetting Off

Destination: Tianjin, China

Duration: 3 days

Reason of trip: Work

Reason for anxiety: Flying alone *gulps*

Reason for even stronger anxiety: AirAsia *fallsofchair*

Current emotion (clocked at 8.35pm, Tuesday): -.-". Need.To.Pack

Emotion after trip: To be updated

Be good everyone.
I'll...try too. XD

Pray for safe flight.

Randomly, hair looks like a fluffy croissant. Pfft.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

I Took You for Granted

I know...

You've been the sweetest thing ever.
Ever since I held you in my arms...I knew.

How you serenaded me.
Kept me company.
Gave my life a little melody when it was quiet...

I took you for granted.
Forgoing the fact that...it's been a while since I've paid attention to how it is for you deep in.
On how I've asked for too much.



First thing next month.
I promise.

The last song recorded before Tyler broke a limb.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Dreams of a Child

Currently listening to:

Paris Je'taime Soundtrack

Originally uploaded by Breakmould

Everyone has one.
Oh wait...some have many. Like me.

Be it, a dream job, a dream house, a dream pet, a dream boy...
Everything that's finest in the minds of a child.

However absurd it may seem, the reason to many of my childhood dream jobs were aesthetically simple.
And beautiful.
1) I wanted to be a teacher because I wanted to scribble on students' books and write brutal remarks eg. Don't you know how to wirte? Do 100 times. - Spot mistake. Pfft.
2) I wanted to be a garbage collector because standing on the garbage truck seemed cool.
3) I wanted to be an artist because you get paid to draw on walls.
4) I wanted to sell tong sui at the markets because I'd have endless bowls of tong sui daily.
5) I wanted to be a mermaid.
Many more...really.

I'm such a sweet young thing.
Fucked in the mind.

Fact is, these are the matters that grownups overlook because they are bound by the restricted bubble that forgoes the fact that, simplicity is all you need in life to spell fun.

And even if all in life restricts ie; Flunks anger management test at teacher training college, quota for garbage collector reigned by foreign labourers, artists only get rich after they die etc...


I'm amazed at my own digressing skills.
All I wanted to talk about is that, Toys R'Us is definitely not a place for kids only. Unleash that 7-year old self of yours and understand the true meaning of heaven within the store.

I found mine.
I finally know what the freaking red-3D-camera-that-can-slot-in-round-films is called and...I NOW OWN IT...AGAIN!

It's called a View-Master.
And the white piece is a reel. -.-"

Now now, don't come telling me you've known it all along. *covers ears and runs*. I've been searching long enough and I shall take credit for my strength and perseverance.

I'm still missing some Casper reels. So if anyone out there is nice enough to donate a couple pieces to me, I'm pretty sure the angels will shower you with infinite love.

Now, excuse me while I pamper myself with the utmost old-school but gratifying toy of all time.
My View Master + Peter Pan reels.

P.S - I still want very much to be a mermaid.
P.P.S - I should get the NERF too. Soon. Alpha Trooper perhaps? Or the Recon CS-6?! Just to trump King Hao's.
With glowing darts. YEAH BABY!


So if you're wondering why I do these stuff,

1) I'm free
2) I'm just weird like that.

Click away. Fankew.

Friday, September 10, 2010

And so...I'm a filial child

Currently listening to:

David Choi, Only You

Originally uploaded by Morgennebel

If you haven't already known, I vowed to be vegetarian for a month some weeks back because of this.

So besides constantly having weird dreams that I speak to flabs of rare beef steaks, the month breezed by pretty quickly. And I must say that I kinda miss having that excuse to blurt out to random people when I'm only eating greens and tofu because saying 'I'm trying to lose weight' is lame.

I really love my vegetables, you should know. And it's not all about the weight.

I mean, not entirely, no. ><

So yeah, I had a mini countdown with a bunch of people at the strike of 12, and then devoured my first piece of steak today.

For free.

Boy. I love my friends. TEEHEE

On a separate note, it's cool to have rich friends that will not hesitate in paying my portion of meals. Even if they're huge.
But it's even cooler when friends have THE ultimate automobile that imposes so much threat and adversity, there's no other that can cause such an adrenaline rush.

Not a Delorean, slightly unfortunately. Would be epic if it were to be.
But this you're about to see, would give the big D a run for its money.


Okay so apparently I heard it's illegal to ride on the trunk of this little monster.
And we were approached by like an officer asking if we're up to no good.
'Kita ambik gambar je'.

So we snapped a few while he lingered on for a few minutes.
After he left, our wheels started roaring too. At 120km/h. And there we were, laid flat on our backs, facing nothing but the dark bare sky and smiling as the strong wind caressed our skins. Roughly. -.-

So now we know, what the ceiling of the tol booth looks like.

Our road trips from now on, will be done at night, with an open trunk...and very good company.
And somewhere this can be done legally.


This can totally be added to the 2010 To-Do list that I created a couple days back.

- Riding on an open trunk of a HILUX

P.S- Can he summon us now if any he stumbles upon this post by chance?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

And so...it's September

Music playing: Try to Remember
Try to remember the kind of September; When life was slow and oh, so mellow.
Try to remember the kind of September; When grass was green and grain was yellow.

Try to remember...what you've done the past year.
In fact...try remembering what's worth mentioning your entire life to date.

I constantly engage in such conversations with close friends. And mostly, our answers would be:
Oh wait, not generalizing. I'm talking about me. If you do know what the heck you're doing currently and love it, congratulations. You're definitely an odd one out.

Question here. Has it been scripturally written that our journey in life should be dictated in a certain way and whoever goes off course shall be shunned and banished from the lights of normalcy?

Is it abnormal to feel delirious when something out of the expectations of our parents or even when a somewhat totally absurd idea comes to mind, you have this tremendously strong urge to do it SO you just shut your senses away from what only the rest of the world think is right and just friggin do it?

Yeah. And I bet most of you would be piling up self-convincing excuses as to why they can't be done. Mostly related to money, time, work and pfft...parents. Oh wait...I'm talking about me, again.

What happened to all those adventurous dreams we had when we were little?
No, not those, 'I wanna be a doctor'. Or '...a farmer', kinda dreams. Those are for dorks. I'm saying those outrageous ones like backpacking around India or hiking up Bukit Jelutong and swimming across Lake Titiwangsa?!

-.-". See. Outrageously lame. But yes, I haven't done it yet.

Say all you want that I'm in denial, but there's still a couple months to go before I officially turn 24. And I'm hating myself for recurrently harping on the fact that I am bored and need to do something...something besides eating, working and lazing the weekends off cos I have worked hard enough on weekdays and I deserve it.


So there...I'm making a list of things that I'd wanna do. Thoughtfully to be completed by the end of year 2010, and hopefully I do not have to draw yet another conclusion to...another mundane year.

It's like building blocks of Legos from your childhood.
Never know what it'd turn out to be but then the process is fun, right?! Getting all the hinges together...forming something unknowingly and then WHAM! You get a 5-coloured staircase?!

Ok who am I kidding. I never liked Legos, I've been watching too much WongFu stuff.

N-E-ways, have a look at my list, share yours, maybe we can combine and make the remaining quarter of 2010 more colourful, aiii?!

1) Rock climbing - Everyone's been telling me how they can't lift their own bodies up. D'OH! Of course you can't. You need supporting elements like rocks, gears and finesse for it to happen. I'm so going with my once-dislocated arm. *throws fist*
2) Bungee jumping - Ok...erm...I'll do it.
3) Pick up strumming skills again. And put Tyler to good use. (Probably get a teacher...HEH)
4) Make...more videos to irritate people and have them constantly wonder why I'm weird?
5) Wakeboard again.
6) Surf on that new Lagoon platform.
7) At least ONE trip to a beach. Even if...it's to PD. Yeah I'm simple liddat.
9) Bukit Tinggi anyone?
8) Write a song? Pfft okay who'm I kidding...

Okay there are many more random thoughts in my mind that, I'm pretty sure, will not be done this year like...flying to the states and fucking a random Hawaiian on the Oahu beach.

Just saying.

At least I know at our next high-school gathering (which I only attended once *shy*), it wont' be all about boyfriends, the non-existent excitement at work and...how fat I've become.

This is a post randomly done...to honour the change of my header.

Really...just saying.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


Why you ask me...

For fun!

Cause not many locally do it?

So there...go watch. Rate, comment, like, unlike...whatever it is.
Up to you.

Oh yeah!
Can help spread it?

I'm not sure if there are more to come though.
I guess there are.


Thank you.