Privilege

One thing I miss being in Advertising...the fucking privilege to Swear.Out.Loud.

Honestly, it helps lower pressure.

nia seng.

the lament

i solemnly blame twitter for the lack of blogging.
*looks around*
anyone here?

ah shucks it.

what's there to blog about honestly.
there's nothing exciting.
there's nothing outstanding.
nothing much achieved.
not even anything to grief over...ok hang on...i take that back. i am although, slightly agitated that my hair is not growing as fast as i want it to be.

i'd very much like to blame the imbalance and hormonal deficiency that triggered this post. i am after all, very much disgusted by the fact that eventhough i started thinking of ways to begin this post approximately 25 minutes ago in the shower, right up to this sec, i can't exactly word how disappointed i am with myself that i no longer can bullshit as much as i used to.

ok rephrase. can't bullshit, literally...not verbally.

i'm also pretty frustated that i dun seem to be able to gage how much i've achieved over the past few years that can make me speak of it with my head held high. kesimpulannye, i haven't done much althou i'm fucking 23.

don't try to correct me i just turned 23 two months ago HAH.

there...kiasuness hits in.

i dun deserve to say this but laying off advertising for a while has slowed my momentum a lot and the swamp i'm in now is dragging me into the ruts hence...i need a break. nono not that i need one...i want one. there's a diff.

im such a wimp. it must be the lack of exercise. WOOT!

if the parents are reading this, China soon?
XD

Mou Liu-ness

i don't really remember the time where i started going adventurous with my hairstyles.

they never lasted more than 6 months.

if it's long, the color changed so often it turned into hay. sadly it couldn't be spun into gold.

if it's short, it'll just keep going shorter.

it's neither now.

*tahan*

i'm so tempted to dig out all the hairstyles that i've previously had. especially the cibai style.
ahhh...memories.

CAUSE OF RANDOMNESS: STILL IN THE OFFICE


SIGNING OFF,
8.18pm.

am i still in bbdo?
/slap!

and it closes in...

it just dawned upon me that we have approximately 2 days left before we bid our farewells to 2009.

ive been planning this post for a while now. well not precisely plan, but isn't it such a norm for all blog...writers (i'm no blogger i admit)...to relook into your resolutions and summarize how the entire year has been, dwell on how you've succeeded in losing or gaining 0.5kgs, finally got your hauler-flattened nose lifted, got a 0.2% raise and spent 2 months salary celebrating or if u had the best/worst intercourse ever with a random street barber?

well i've been thinking...while driving, bathing, sleeping, eating, making out, mo...ok kidding no making out but yeah that proves i think...anyway, i've only 3 stark traces of the entire year's memory that seem to really mold a spot in my absent mind.

1) i finally went wake-boarding
2) i fucking finally left bbdo (slightly heavy hearted but not even 5 celebrations could depict the joy i felt as well) AND joined Sunway (10 celebrations to complete the cycle) *pops confettis*
3) bling-ed my teeth

*runs through old posts*

well in fact, THERE ARE worthy notes *surprises self*:
- i threw a surprise party for miss cherry low that i'm utterly proud of cos the ultimate was achieved ie she bawled buckets
- gained a pilot fren (aww hero, see how much love i have for u, i'm recording this as an important part of ma life)
- high.blood.pressure...not such a memorable stint but oh well...it needs monitoring.
- just in case anyone skipped a line above, I QUIT BBDO.
- and joined Sunway. *glimmers*
- swore i won't watch American Idol cos Adam Lambert my glamour boy lost.
- WENT TO GUANGZHOU and LOVED IT
- had a 3 day birthday celebration
- bot a new phone and witnessed it giving a plunge for the toilet bowl
- earned a hundred bucks just wearing red and standing beside the bride acting pretty. YES!

i'm very much looking forward to 2010.
and it struck me that, we do not need to welcome each celebration sniffing ice or doing the 5-sec feat HENCE i hereby announce *drum rolls*...i'll draw the curtains to 2009 and hail 2010 with a sober mind by raising a glass of juice and vow to brace the coming challenges and uncertainties with poise.

*sound of crickets looming*

fuck it la.
now oni say sober cos takde definite plan for tomoro.
MEHHHHH

anyhow, 2010 will be good.
or...
I WILL MAKE IT GOOD.

Happy New Year everyone!
;)

p.s- i do have a resolution.
someone...restore my blogging/writing abilities.
spankews.

Christmas

i don't usually make plans with friends on Christmas.
because it's a ritual to spend it with my papa mama sis bil and da little dinosaur.
the same goes for mid autumn, winter solstice, chinese new year etc...

yeah bite me i love ma family PTAH!

anywayysss, da dad booked a place at marriott hotel.
(note to parents if they're reading: NAH TENGOK TU! SPELLING FOR MARRIOTT HOTEL) XD

*searches for christmas pix on the computer, multiply and...)

ok i realized da christmas pix were not uploaded.

i shall...blog about penang den.
MEH!!!
it's still a christmas trip waaat...

they love me. erm...ok la there were a million butterflies there u can barely see the surrounding area and this sweetie accidentally landed on me je.

and then i was thinking, thank god they were butterflies.

can u imagine if this were to be the snake temple?

ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...

i'm pretty sure he didn't wanna go into my pants.

TEEEEEEE...kidding. my nxt job wud be a maintenance worker there. DA FLUTTERBY FARM ROX!!!

oh and i'm gonna own these things one day and name the first one colby. XD

semacam combo 'Jurrasic Park' and 'King Kong'

OOO her first popsicle.

awwwww...maciam saya kan. so cute.

and so i bot the Babana.

Penang Street. Sorry muka tulan. Not ready. XD

oh semua gambar saya je kan.

we did more than that actually. but then knowing me, i'm malas and am rushing out.

so there tengok muka cantik saya je la.

randomly, i had a tsunami dream in penang.

cos we hung out by the beach so often. and being the paranoid me, i was constantly thinking of a way we could save ourselves just in case the tidal waves come gushing in.

and then, i had another one last nite. and they came with tornadoes!

a year back i had tsunami dreams. deciphered to be having emotional distress. it depends on the consequences of the dream actually. if u kaput kena kantoi tsunami, den confirm u ade mental prob. mine...by the time the wave reached us, it lost its momentum therefore we oni got splashes of sea water. the tornadoes were even better...it became stardust cos it spun out of energy.

NICE.

Happy Christmas semua!!!

The Sofa

it pokes our asses as the foam has sunken to its deepest deep.
but den as the ahnehs removed it from its place (it's been residing there for almost 300 years), i kinda miss it.

hello new set.
i'm naming u...
colby perhaps?

*pounces on new leather sofa*

i dun think it's weather frenly thou.

THERE! GREAT EXCUSE TO HAVE THE AC ON 24/7!!!

Lost

Why is it so fucking hard to get a red dress?

Tell me.

All you blady e-shopping blogs u tell me. What's with red? So hard to sell zit?!

HAH!!

*regrets agreeing to red for the wedding*